I need an eraser

     Today I had an inclining of what it must feel like to have uncontrollable anger. Like perhaps what a criminal feels like just before they commit a crime. I grew up in an amazing family but who can really, I mean really teach somehow to control that burning anger they feel under their skin? Yes I know not to commit an act of violence or even yell at the person you're feeling the anger towards but I would love immediately calm myself right when I am reminded of this person I cannot stand. My day is bruised when I hear something about her. It's like the hiccups; you get them in the morning or afternoon and your bound to have them again later.
     I guess I try to remember when we were just freshman and best friends..basically before she went psycho. She has even crippled my friendship with others. I don't ever want to be one of those friends that says "Oh well if you talk to her, you're not MY friend."
     I could say so many hurtful things about her but I am not so sure it would really solve the problem. I wish I could make a WANTED poster..."armed and dangerous with a vicious mouth of hurtful words and heart of needles"... or maybe a WARNING poster.. "STAY AWAY" I admit I have said bad things of her trying to make myself feel better. Very cliche but it really isn't worth sinking to their level. I just wish she could be erased. I hope writing this out is one step closer to forgetting.
     Please don't take this the wrong way because if you can read this, you can read it for a reason.